It feels like for the past few days I and the ones I love the most are under great attack; I turn from one struggle to the next, from one valley of desperation to the next. The "self" side of me wants to say "but I am trusting in God, why is this happening?" Why does it seem the closer we get to the Lords will the harder things will seem? It seems as though God is not there. But I KNOW THE TRUTH, God is right their with me, with my family in the middle of the fire waiting for us to call out for help! He allows trials to come to purify our faith and to draw us closer to Him, He never allows anything to happen to us that He Himself has not preordained from the beginning of the world.
So why do I choose faith? Simply I choose faith because the thought of God not controlling my life is utterly terrifying, the thought that there is no one to call out to for help is beyond isolating. That's not to say that I understand these trails that we are going through, but I stand here today to say that I know that God is sitting on His throne and our lives are in His hands! God is in control and my faith I believe that HE will provide!!!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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