Questions

Why don't I fight this? Why don't I stand up for my "name"? Why, why, why? There are so many questions surrounding this whole situation, but my answer is still the same for every question. For some reason this is God's plan for my life, who am I to question His will? Who am I to think that I know what's better for me than the One who created me. As for protecting my "name", through it all I feel like God has allowed me to strengthen my witness for Him. So what is more important to me, being known as an awesome teacher or being known as a follower of Christ. That doesn't mean that I don't and won't defend myself, but it does mean that I am not worried what others think of me. I know who I am and I know who I want to be! As I step out into the unknown it is with a mixture of excitement and nerves, but through it all I know God will lead me.

Lead me Lord, I will follow.
Lead me Lord, I will go.
You have called me, I will answer.
Lead me Lord I will go!

Still Still

This week has brought so many changes to my life, but at the same point I am at peace. I have found great strength through the past days knowing that I am at the center of God's will! In the days to come I will need that strength and peace more than ever before, but I look forward to see what God has in store for me next!

Be Still My Soul

In the midst of major uncertainties, my soul is still. When I don't know what tomorrow will bring, my soul is still. When everything that I have ever longed for seems to fall apart, my soul is still. Am I a super Christian? ABSOLUTELY NOT! Do I have questions about what's happening? ABSOLUTELY YES! Would I give anything to be out of this situation? YES YES YES! But at this point I know that I am in the center of the Lord's Will, and that is why my soul is still.